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Created on 2007-11-23 01:56:38 (#14308343), last updated 2009-09-18
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My weight has fluctuated anywhere from 188 (probably 190 but i was afraid of the scale) to 140. I am 5'7"...almost 5'8". I have a sick addiction to food that I can't control. People say that those with anorexia and bulimia hate food but the truth is, we love it and that's why we have to do everything we can to avoid it. Because truth be told, food is whats on our mind 24/7. All we can think about is how much we want to eat, but can't. Or if you're like me, how much you are going to eat, but then how much you are going to purge.
I've kept up with this journal on and off for a year and a half as of May, 2009. I am 21 years old and have suffered with eating issues since I was 12. I have suffered with bulimia issues since I was 19. I have issues with depression and am a recovering self-injurer (SI free since February 2009). I have seen many therapists and even attended group therapy for eating disorders, which I promptly left. I didn't appreciate all the recovery talk being shoved down my throat.
That's me, in a nutshell. My journal is a bit scattered. Upon rereading I realize I am often hard on myself and talk down to myself a lot. There is a lot of cussing and at times it can be too honest if I am in the depths of a bulimic episode.
Do not read my journal if you are not suffering from an ED. I hate to be so mean about it, but people who don't go through this just really don't ever understand.
If you don't have an ED and are dead set on reading my journal, please do so with an open mind.
Thanks for reading this crazy long profile.

I've kept up with this journal on and off for a year and a half as of May, 2009. I am 21 years old and have suffered with eating issues since I was 12. I have suffered with bulimia issues since I was 19. I have issues with depression and am a recovering self-injurer (SI free since February 2009). I have seen many therapists and even attended group therapy for eating disorders, which I promptly left. I didn't appreciate all the recovery talk being shoved down my throat.
That's me, in a nutshell. My journal is a bit scattered. Upon rereading I realize I am often hard on myself and talk down to myself a lot. There is a lot of cussing and at times it can be too honest if I am in the depths of a bulimic episode.
Do not read my journal if you are not suffering from an ED. I hate to be so mean about it, but people who don't go through this just really don't ever understand.
If you don't have an ED and are dead set on reading my journal, please do so with an open mind.
Thanks for reading this crazy long profile.

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